So, I haven't updated my blog in a couple of weeks. I also haven't been gaming much at all since I last updated. I had just been getting quite a few messages from people asking where I was, and asking whether I was OK. So this is a little update post on my life right now.
Just before my last post I had started seeing a girl, I was very cautious about entering a new relationship as I wasn't sure whether I was ready or not after previous experience. I have to say, after being with this girl for over two months now, I am the happiest I have felt in a very very long time. I made it clear at the beginning of our relationship that I am carrying a lot of baggage, and I opened up to her about things that I never told anyone before. She's exactly what I've been looking for.
A couple of months ago, I was also diagnosed with severe depression. I had been taking medication that started to make me feel better after a couple of week of horrendous up and down moods. I made the mistake a few weeks ago of stopping taking them, I knew at the time that this was a stupid thing to do, but for some reason I carried on not taking them. Take it from me, do not ever do this. I didn't feel like me at all. I hit rock bottom again and I struggled to pull myself out of it. Now I am back on my tablets I am starting to feel like my self again. Even though I still have moments of panic and anxiety, I am thankful to have someone in my life who supports me and reassures me that everything is going to be alright.
At the beginning of September I went on holiday with my family to Florida. I had been looking forward to the trip for the whole year. Even though I still had a wonderful time, I couldn't help but feel sad at times when I remembered things I did there with my ex.
Now I am back home, and me and Annie have been practically inseparable. We are going to be living together after Christmas, and I cannot wait. I have never wanted these types of things before, she makes me want them. I cannot wait to live with her.
Due to being extremley busy traveling with Annie and work, I have not had much time for gaming, but when I have had time, I have been playing Middle-Earth: Shadow of Mordor. Not very far into it yet but I am really enjoying it so far.
I hope to be able to post another update soon but I really appreciate all of the messages you guys have been sending me.
Kind regards,
Tom
